so yeah.

myspace is where everyone's at now. sad but true. xanga was my first

but yeah i told you i'd keep you updated but if you saw my schedule.. you'd know why i'm slacking.

so updation time.

mondays suck- get up at 5 a.m... school... work ... then the homework i have.. then normally in bed around midnight.

tuesdays- same as mondays. blah

wednesdays- same as tuesdays hahaha

thursdays- wake up at 5. school. pick up pay check. another shower.sectionals. band practice. homework. bed.

fridays- wake up at 5. school. another shower. football game. bed.

saturdays- wake up early. work 9 hours. hopefully finish some homework during my lunch break or afterwards

sundays- work 9 hours. sucks. finish homework, hopefully. and manage to keep a social life. lol

so yeah i'm thinking about quitting my job. atleast until Christmas. with band comps. practices. homework. fundraisers. and everything. i just don't have time.

what do you think i should do?

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yeah yeah. myspace is where it's at. whatev'.

lol so yeah this is my ranting page.
get over it.

so i'm pretty sure people just piss me off. but then again i have 2 years and i'm out of this town. it kinda excites me. i'm pumped. i'll miss a bunch of ppl, but true friends will stay there. i know <3

i've been thinking a lot and i've decided this year i'm not going to let drama overtake my life. and i'm not going to get deeeeply involved in anyone's problems. lol i'll listen and try to help it's just i don't wanna start with all this "he said, she said" bull crap. ya know?

i've gotta lot on my mind. and i've been thinking. and i can feel a change in the air. my junior year is going to be fun and spontaneous. it's already started that way. and i'm going to keep it that way.

i've been thinking about how life changes and people change and grow up. or.. be even more immature. but whatever. it's fine. some of my friends will graduate this year. and i keep thinking this is the last year. but idk.

everything's so different. it's just not the same.
                                    it will never be the same.

shew. i wish my mind would just shut up.

bottom line. this year i just want to have fun.

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shew. screw the picture post. i'm too lazy to pick out all the ones i want. so if you wanna see just ask me.

i haven't updated in about a month. wow that sucks.

i started a job. Food City, word. come visit me. i've worked for 9 days straight. i'm ready for a break. <3
oh yeah i work tonight. on the fourth until 9. sucks .. bad.

i went shopping with Rbo yesterday after work. it rocked. it's fun just to goof off and not take things serious then end up spending like 200 bucks together hahah.
"omg this looks so cute" "holy crap. i'm getting it" "let's get ... of these"

wow.

it's Jason's birthday/ party tomorrow. so wish him a good one. or i'll kick you.<3

i miss hang time with certain ppl. you know who you are. so stop being a pansy and call me

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jet lag..

<-- me on the eiffel tower. what what?

so yeah i went to france. it was different. i'm still not used to the streets smelling of piss, paying to use the bathroom, and weird showers. lol  but still it was fun because of the ppl i went with. and it's a gorgeous place to visit. I don't think I could live there though... but i'm a spoiled American so whatev'

shew. we had a group from Texas with us. they were pretty cool actually. made some new friends. and  i got way closer with some old friends i had during the trip.

some highlights:
_ bandra
_ security checks haha
_ Paige tripping... everywhere
_ lap dance haha
_^ from Jared Spr spr a g i n s lol
_ hanging with alexa, cassandra, meg, and paige in their room
_ the first night in france (haha elle knows what i mean)
_ talking to some French receptionist about his love life and sex
_ him telling us his last girlfriend dumped him for another girl. HAHAAHAHHA
_ oh sweet lord. bread.
_ Orangina
_ airplane rides.
__there's many more but i'm too lazy again.

i'll post some pictures later.

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and you're my good feeling.

so i'm packing for france right now...
i'm pretty excited

i leave tomorrow morning and i'll be back June 13th.
don't miss me toooooo much.

oh yeah I put a squirrel into like shock and it just laid on the side of the road and twitched. it was sad. i almost cried. but it's alive...                 i think.

everyone needs to hold down Etown while i'm gone. i'll miss you all, dearly.

--so yeah, leave me a gazillion comments saying how much i mean to you  and how you're dying right now that i'm not here. hahah

i love you all mucho. <333